rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
-9:31 PM
I met her god-dad, her bf again, beside my table today at dinner time...didnt say hi at first, but manage to do so after that.
Sometimes, i kinda envy her life, would my life be like hers if i hadnt known Christ? Can do all i want, free in sin but dead to the purpose that life has been called to?
She is working in a pub at boat quay now... is she really happy? is she? struggling with life problems but so carefree in relationship issue... trapped in her own thinking... i miss her, the old her that i know...
the ger who will be waking me up from sleep...my mom will let her into the house, and i will see her pushing me awake to go buy things with her, for her grandma, for her aunt, and seldom, it was for her mom... never was for her dad...
that time, wj is a super act "sat" ger, thinking if she want to do this, she can achieve it, especially when she face people who stare at her. Just like Rachel, rebellious!!! didnt care for others... living empty with no purpose...
wj now see the purpose, but it is so hard to live it out... so hard so hard that the thought of going back to be carefree will sometimes linger in her mind... but she couldnt do it anymore... she has the accountabiblity to man and foremost, to GOD.... she has lost herself, but not totally, but she hope is totally, so that Christ might live out thru her...
She has seen the purpose, called to the purpose and wanted to live out to the purpose, but the spirit and body is both weak... however, once looking back, a true happiness/ joy lies in where, she wondered???
The times where children of God comes together to work for a common and healthy purpose, or the spending of times in activities that will corrupt the self, making one losing herself in sin, become the captives of the Devil?
Everytime i see them, hope will once again arise in my heart... Thanks be to God for i see the need and i see my change...
Thanks be to God!!!
