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Saturday, August 30, 2008
-12:13 AM
Had a kinda different dating with yuhang today just now...
we went to PARTYWORLD... and yes, that is karaoke, singing
with YUHANG... haha...
We had quite a fun time... first time going with yuhang alone.
Oh ya, I heard him sing before and he is not really that shy in front of me.
Hee~ we had quite a different experience today.
Half of the time i was busy choosing the song and yuhang is trying to figure what are the songs i have chosen.
Mostly from the shows that I've watched so far and mostly is sang by guys.
hee~ so as usual, my voice went dead for like 2 hrs and now it is back.
And yuhang was trying to sing those songs too...
Jay Chou songs are really nice we concluded and really 'high'
well, some will surely ask, yuhang will really sing meh... haha... that is my priviledge eh... hee..
then u will say of course lah, he is your bf leh... haha.. and yea, my bf has a nice voice... charming!!!
Though he still a little shy shy like that, but go more times should do that away. but i guess he still cant really sing under pressure, especially on stage... hee~
And yea, he finish all the crackers. with the sweet drinks that we ordered... anyway today is 3hr for $51.10... a little ex eh. but long long once....
Last time used to go with siyang and jieying and yeah, if you all ever read this post, just wanna let you know i miss those times man... the crazy times... hahaha...but glad that it was part of my poly days. Chevron i still remember, hee~ sometimes with ben, and with xinlong, kelvin, peter... and lots more... haha... then after that still jio yf and some jyf to go together... but ever since we moved closer to chevron, we stopped. perhaps we are not members and now they are limited to members only or we indeed have been busy with our own life. but anyway, thanks for the memory=)enjoy all these times with you all.
hee... yeah~ i am going to sleep le... nites dear, enjoyed this time with you=) We'll use the free 4hr coupon soon k=)
Thursday, August 28, 2008
-9:57 AM
Yesterday evening, i am at the airport, sending ivy on a flight to US where later she will be going to UK for study.
Well, this 9 months i only went out with her once, the mushroom pot with jieying. But like what she say, i am really glad to have her as a sister cause no matter how long we have not been contacting, once we sit down and talk there will always be sth.
It is like, mutual thing, that we know that we both are there for each other...
3 years gonna past like a blast, now the thing is just the double date thing... haha
Everything in its time eh...
See her past thru the gate, actually we were thinking of singing a song for her, but decided not to cause we wanna let her leave happily, not with holding back of yi yi bu se for us.
hee~ I was quite evil , cause at the part she went in, i thought a song will complete the picture, since tears were shed already. haha~

loving you all...

This are the friends and siblings of ivy that came to send her off...
Indeed, like what Ellery says, we all want a part of her because in her life, she impacted every single one of us.

After Yixiang send me home, i practically knock out, then i thought i should message jieying to say good nite... haha... and i am glad that she replied asking me to qt. I switch on my lights again and did so... maybe cause of the scary story we were sharing on the ride home, or maybe i know i want HIM so much...
Anyway, I am looking at my past photos and discover this.... look look look, if mike you are seeing this post, dun hit me with your newspaper and dun 'kok' my head eh... hahahah....
This is my 19th birthday celebration i think. all these are the ones that celebrated with me... if i'm not wrong, at the very ex chinese restaurant at taka where we didnt eat much actually. oh ya and the lunch at kuishinbo with Kaienen and mike.
Then we went to this place we we suppose to see stars, actually is light reflected on the glasstop. blue stars where we took photos.
What my point in bringing out this photo, hee... i am just quite amused to see it.
Long hair eh, the poly times rite, the times where Justin Leow thought that mike is an uncle.
But no worries , no suaning you or what mike, you doing and eating sth you like is real, not trying to accomodate to what the worlds expect, good... just that eat healthy k...
Rebecca smile so nicey... so cute... i like...
All the funny pictures we took
and yeah, we are lying on the floor....
Oh ya, and this used to be my msn pic... i know jieying think this pic is quite scary...but i kinda like it... haha.. i think it looks quite cool... haha.. thats my eye by the way
Oh and this, not yuhang lah... the photo is black and white one k...
This is my father... i might post before i think.. but still i want to post again... hahah... he looks good yeah...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
-4:02 PM
Looking back at my previous post makes me hungry.
Got myself drench during the return trip from the fishball.
One good thing about it is that i my skirt dried up kinda fast.
well... Today is the second last day of the car registration for the month of August.
Sure a lot of frustration.
1st: this salerap insisted that his way of documentation is correct where it is not approved. And he still can hang the phone on me. I am really super pissed. Just trying to tell him what is right and being treated this way.
He work here for how long already, so simple thing also don't know.
And next, is Mr chua, we sign a contract that he is not supposed to use the computer for more than 2hr, and that he should call me before and after so that i can mentor him on that. He never really break the contract just he still never account to me properly the usuage of his computer. If anyone were to say i am a too demanding gf, think for yourself, by supporting him in something that will get him addicted is it good?
Anyway i know that in this society, many "boys" simple wanted a girl to accompany him, hence not letting the girl play a part in a lot of areas of his life. If you really want to spend the lives with each other, shouldnt the both of you learn to accommodate each other and not break up at any junction that you feel that you don't really like him anymore or simple you wanted another person to accompany you.
Not to say i've seen a lot of this kinda cases, but awareness that it happens all around us. people simple treat relationship like a game, I won't dare to say it never happen to CT because i know some ct did that too... just that some ct are better, they start off thinking that want to make it to the end. I am not pointing at anyone, if you really think what satan has done to this world, bet you'll be sian diao too.
My colleague been telling us the clubbing experiences that she had. Actually this might be nothing special, but the thing abt it is that she is married with 2 kids. and she say words like she didnt let her husband go with her cause it will not be fun as people won't come to talk to her this kinda thing. And her husband goes clubbing without her too. Ok, you might think this is normal too.
ok, this blogging sounded a little dispressing, but i am still there yea.
Later going airport sending ivy. She is going UK to study. not many people have this opportunity and I hope that she will continue to see God in every aspect of her life, not to lose heart.
Been a really dear sister to me... know her for like 10 years already. but really get close when i got into jyf committee, that was the times that is really enjoyable, cause we all simple want to do things for God, not being bounded by money, not be bounded by time limitation due to work... seems like we always have energy then.
Memories is fading for me, cant really think of what had happen exactly during the S-Word JYF days. And heart cant be match to the heart that i have back then. but i am really glad that i still see ppl i grow up with still in the church. Hope that those lost may come back too... remember the dreams we had? the hardwork in building up the fellowship? of course it is not about us... It's about HIM...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
-1:37 PM
Heyhey... my dinner yesterday:
If you went to turf city before, you would know, first, get a table no. next choose the live seafood from the below:
over 80 ++ variety as on the poster.
Don't worry, that is no my dinner, I'll be broke eating this... it is $7.50/100 gram You think it will be light? i doubt so
Here is what we ordered. The Oyster, 2 both me and yuhang, we choose to eat it raw... and it is really quite gross...
A little too big le...
this is not abalone, haha... this is a $12 vegetable that we thought should order to mixed with our rice.Quite disappointed that the seasonal vegetables mean this kind of vege. i doubt any of us like it.The Abalone looking thing is actually stewed ling zhi mushroom
This is called salted egg crab... in chinese: Xian Dan Pang Xie...We ordered 2 crab so might as well cook it different way=)
This is the other one... thinking this is bigger... it is traditional Singapore Chilli Crab...Yum!!! Think this is nice....
This fish, soon hock, 10 mins ago, it was still swimming in the tank, and 30 mins later, it ended up in our stomach. we choose a small one actually... but can say this fish is really quite nice.
Yuhang & Yixiang, we are all hungry so we are simple umglam in eating
Big claws from the chilli crab... i choose the crab one eh.. hahah... not bad lah... not the most fantastic i would say... hahaa
And finally, the bill... erm.... if you look at the total sum, it seems kinda ex but u must break down and see the individual seafood then u will discover actually it is quite cheap, except the vege.
Cannot always eat like this... hee... else i'll be broke soon.... but it feels good to have this on a monday=) After that we went for Vanezia... I ate Yoggi, Yuhang ate belgiam Choc and Yixiang ate Italian Coffee...
So full... then yixiang sent me back and the both of them went ...
Monday, August 25, 2008
-1:50 PM
Every starting of the week, i will be blogging... cause usually i have monday blue, but knowing that later i am having seafood, my day became better.
Well... every monday i will look forward to payday or otherwise weekend, the time where i can rest but many times i wonder how recharge i am by the sermons and stuff.
I realise my blog sub tittles and the address kinda matches with the theory of cats and dogs theology, it is just that cats and dogs, say it is all abt HIM.. and my blog is it is all abt him... my him here does not really refer to yuhang only but also to HIM, cause ultimately i know that man lives for him alone. but sometimes when i am not v close with HIM, it will be all abt him. Or not so, it will be all abt me...
Many times feel like blogging lots of stuff, maybe becuase i am bored at work, and tends to think a lot... but i wun want to do sth that ppl not close to me read already will stumble. hence many times i will just tell it to my close ones. Anyway, here are some pictures from my pass days...
Look at the shirt... hee... couple wear... yuhang one is his jie jie buy for him one adn mine is given by kaiwei... hee... she knows that yuhang got one and so she gave me hers so we could wear as couple wear... but one thing good is that the colour contrast is quite big, so when we stand together, other wun naturally shun from us... haha
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After that me, yu and yixiang went to 6th avenue aston but we didnt eat aston... i ate prawn noodles and yu and xiang ate duck rice. haha... And after the rain stopped, we went to choz (Bukit timah plaza) where Mike waited for us for some time.
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Haha, Mike treated us to fundue... next time we shall treat him back... and also , chocolute truffle... hahaha...
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This is yixiang idea: haha... bbq marshmellow, though he started off burning it.
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ok... looking forward to my dinner later... hahah...
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
-6:04 PM
Today is kinda irritating and emotional trigger day for me.
Have not been feeling this way for quite some time already.
Too mono and when i asked for sth different, this is something not wat i desire.
Waiting for dad to come and fetch me.
going yu house tml to eat. cause today i think should let him have father & son time...
time for confessing...
going home...
Monday, August 18, 2008
-3:46 PM
Started the day with frustration... monday again bah.
Pile of doc appear at my table which is quite an unusual phenomenom as lately the cars for registration are really little.
Spend the whole time before lunch settling them.
Yuhang's result in law doesnt make the day better. told him so many times le, must really eat the chilli to know the spiciness. anyway, i'm glad so if he really change his attitude in study.
no more the easy days like before.
but he is quite cute cause i always scold him, and say how come whenever i call him, he is never at study.
so just now he called me and ask me to guess what he is doing.
well, the obvious.
lets see if it is for today only...
Feels like yesterday sermon practically hit me. Mono lifestyle. Detour.The good thing is that i am not eating the same thing everyday. What is God teaching me eh? what he wants me to learn?
Went to eat korean food(the one op beauty world) after the cat & dog theology
a bit ex though... but i think i kinda like it
Maybe i am bored with the other 2 that i often go.
the cat dog thingy is quite good i must say, bringing out the real perspective toward us facing God.
Went to daily scoop after that
Must say that the ice cream there is nice and innovative 
Look at Yile's scoop, that is salted ice-cream, ice-cream salted taste a bit weird but she seems to like it...
YiXiang eating the one that he ate the last sun... chocolate waffles... i like the waffles=) soft yet doesnt taste like lao hong...
Me and yuhang shared... er... avocado and nutty macedamia... spell wrongly... Still think that the rum and raisin waffle ice-cream is the best.

Friday, August 15, 2008
-1:49 PM
I found this book on top of a pile of documents stuck at a corner of my neighbour table. it used to be for jie. Anyway, i am too bored and starts to read this book. I like how the writer wrote this story. some quotes:
"You have a strange name: Fusang. You're not from the Canton Delta, so your price is 30 percent higher than those girls with names like Pearl, Silky or Snapper, who had a hard time proving themselves unsullied by foreign sailors on shore.Now look at me, a writer in the late twentieth century. You want to know whether the same thing brought me to Gold Mountain. I've never known what made me take that stride across the Pacific. We've all got ready answers -- that we came for freedom, knowledge, wealth --- but really we have no idea what we're after." Salemen asked me if that was a ghost story upon seeing the cover of this book. well... i copied another person review on the story. so if you are interested, can take a look below.
In her novel The Lost Daughter of Happiness, Geling Yan presents a heartbreaking account of life during San Francisco's Gold Rush era, full of sadness, love, desire and hatred, all centering around the mysterious Fusang, a Chinese prostitute based upon an actual historical character.
Promised and married to a husband she's never met, Fusang is kidnapped from her tea-growing village in the mountains and shipped to San Francisco. While many of the other young women die in the holds, Fusang survives the ordeal, and is sold into a brothel, becoming one of many young women lining the windows of Chinatown. Elevated by her beauty and amiable nature, Fusang becomes tremendously sought after and loved, sparking great controversies and battles. She becomes enamoured by the young son of a wealthy Californian, who saves her from dying, and is forever haunted by her face.
The other figure in this tragic love triangle is Da Yong, a renowned criminal who may or may not be Fusang's intended husband, but who is nevertheless obsessed with owning her. After an insane evening of rioting, Chris and Fusang are parted irrevocably, while Da Yong struggles with his emotions after Fusang's violent rape by white men on a rampage through Chinatown. Ultimately, the novel reaches a bitterweet ending, and despite the thousands of young prostitutes who died very young, Fusang survives into old age, creating an unforgettable story of one woman's perseverence in the face of great despair.
The tenuous connections between love and ownership are very much at issue in this novel. While the love between Chris and Fusang is wrought with desire and forbiddenness, he ultimately fails to cast off society's expectations and laws forbidding interracial marriages. Fusang's relationship with Da Yong, though based largely on his commodification of her, seems more genuine and binding, transforming both characters in fundamental ways. The author does not fall into the trap of making her villains two-dimensionally bad, but fills all of her characters with breathtaking complexity.
The novel is also an excellent portrait of Gold Rush San Francisco, depicting the poverty, prostitution, and racial hatred with horrible clarity. The novel details a San Francisco fraught with racial tension between the newly arriving Chinese and the Americans, often erupting into violence and murder. What is interesting is the hatred possessed by the whites of the Chinese ghettos and prostitution rings -- things which they themselves had a part in creating. Particularly horrifying is the life of the Chinese prostitute, both objectified and villified, living short lives filled with terror.
The other girls in your line of work started losing their hair at eighteen, their teeth at nineteen, and by twenty, with their vacant eyes and decrepit faces, they were as good as dead, silent as dust.(2)The anti-Chinese attitude is further examined by the narrator's voice, which presents the story as a collection of imaginative detail gleaned from historical fact. As a fifth-generation Chinese immigrant, the narrator of the novel explores the parallels between Gold Rush era prejudice and the modern world with its neo-Nazi hatred running rampant on talk shows.
Filled with a beautiful prose style and an excellent layering of the present upon the past, The Lost Daughter of Happiness is a wonderful novel, as well as a captivating historical portrait.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
-9:39 AM
Finally I have some pictures to post. haha... about our ystd steamboat trip.
And yes, i went to the same place again at bugis. It is not like it is super cheap or super nice. Just somehow i didnt like real fire steamboat.
We are the few that arrived first and get the food and stuff.

Our start off food

And yep... we were chatting joking... yile was busy trying to mix the sauces.

Ok, Yijie might kill me for this pic, but i thought it looks rather cute... haha

and yea, all who turn up.. then we went to the bugis venesia sit a while eating yoggi and tatufo then we headed for home=)

Thanks Michel for sending us back!!!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
-1:05 PM
Back from lunch at thye hong building.
ate tomyam seafood noodle.
Kor Kor going to thailand today.
With his army ppl.
Warning about HR seeing my department watch movie again.
And hence here am i to blog.
I am really bored here.
Wasting time i felt. did a personality test ystd.
test show that i felt empty towards life.
That's true, cause i can hardly relate what i am doing now with God.
Perhaps i got no courage to stand up for Him.
Glad that later am meeting some of the sisters for steamboat dinner.
Makes my week a bit different.
going to do some reading i think. wenjun, reading?
haha.. yeah!!! result of being too bored.
Ming Zhong became a little draggy cause it was supposed to end, just hanging on to sth more excited. story is not bad but surely Ji Chun Xi stupidity helps a lot together with the great acting of Chen Qiao En.
Hei Tang Qun Xia Chuan is kinda stupid but on seeing this show, how i hope i am not a ma gua... but of course i know that is not realistic at all.
And Hot Shot. yeah!!! Little pig is funny and cute i must say. he is the reason to why my colleague who only watch hk drama now watching a taiwan one. If you know, they are of different kind.
No pictures for the past few post including this.
Hope that tonight we will take some good shot and and update my blogs with pretty girls pictures. hahaha~
Monday, August 11, 2008
-3:15 PM
Monday Blues again!!!
is this always the starting word for my monday blog?
The pass weekend seems very tired, of course not as tired as those who went for the night cycling... Pasir Ris Park to KAP... good job eh, all who went.
Sat supposed to have YF dinner, but my nose is irritating me like what, and yu is tired, hence we really just show face then left... thats not v nice i know...ops.
Then ystd we celebrate Liying bd, didnt have a chance to sit down and really talk to her eh... so long le..
Then after that we went to Daily Scoop, first time there with yu, yixiang, ruijun and mike. the icecream are innovative and the waffle is nice... i must admit.
then we just sit ard then headed home for dinner for ruijun and us(me and yu).
Quite excited when i got the news that kaien and rebec wanna go bankok this dec cause this is sth which i have been eying as well... but then today dentist fixed one more appt which result in me not having enough leave, and thus might not be going to bankok le... sad=( left 2.5 leave left.
Anyway, see how bah...
Wed, me and ying trying to jio the sis for steamboat, some replied cannot le... shall see how bah... hot day for steamboat eh... haha.. i thought so too...
Friday, August 08, 2008
-3:48 PM
National Day eve...
My Department sure have the mood... look at the pic... This is a picture taken from my desk position...
Well well, i seldom update about my workplace right... anyway... from mon to fri, here are the ppl i always see. they are the girls in my department except francesca who didnt want to be in the picture. Not to say my boss and the courier guys also lah...hee..
From the left, is Suzie, Rahimah, Margaret, Cindy, Charlize, Maggie, Jean, Me and Jennifer
And here are my lunch khakis... All in red today....
The Whites... hee~
The one in the middle is my manager...She is very very tall... just that she never stand. this is taken in her room.. haha

And Cindy is playing the national day songs, so i am quite into national day mood... So funny...
I love Singapore yeah!!!
Thursday, August 07, 2008
-4:55 PM
I give up... on the video thing... after much trying from me and yu, we tried like so many times... resize upload and bla bla bla... so only can say that's too bad.
Tml is national day eve, my department very ons... going to wear either white or red. haha...
Tml is the night cycling. so exciting, bet its gonna be very fun.
Cycle together, get tired together, get cramps together. support each other to move on.
Conquering the distance.
But then i guess i won be cycling , only joining them for dinner.
Ok, kinda wth, cause i say so much then in the end not going. I doubt i can tahan the whole night eh. easily get sick. if i dun sleep for one night, bet i sure can get mc on monday. haiya!!! kinda sian also... dunno wanna test my limits or not. Who can understand eh... hai~
Miss the times i am at school. the free time though i need to study. now is like the timing is fixed though i must say many times i am doing nothing at work, but thats kinda off also... beside the money fact, its kinda waste time.
Playing the finding the words given by yu now... can imagine i bored till what... arhhhh.. hahaha...
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
-2:43 PM
Arh... I am super bored....
I had stopped watching show after someone spotted the hr talking to my boss pointing to our side.
Anyway, i had just finish the show A game about love. so i decide to stop watching a new one else i get addicted to it and keeping watching it.
Hot shot is quite nice lah, very funny and fated to love you is ending by this week. am catching Hei tang qun xia chuan but the thing about all these shows is that i can only see them once per week, as taiwan still airing it, so not that jialat that i'll spend hours in front of the computer.
But the thing about my department is nobody actually really care to stop watching film, all my colleague all uses earpiece or silent shows, EXCEPT this aunty, wow lao, she can simply on the sound so loud as if she fear that people didnt know she is watching show. So irritating....
Anyway, these few days that i didnt watch show, i am learning to use the window movie maker... haha... been working on a clip for 3 days le... but then just when i wanna publish it ystd, some error... thank God i've saved it... wanted to post it to blog, but i tried like 3 to 4 times, all fail... so i decide to try again later at yu place...
Going Cai place for dinner later... hee~ looking forward eh... there we will watch fated to love you 21... one more to go... haha...
Anyway i am pretty and kinda broke.
Also planning my 3 day leave, where should i took it??? thinking of going bankok for a few days... thinking only... hee~