rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, November 09, 2006
-2:01 PM
I heard ppl wanting to be a lamp post, which i think is og great value eh, shining for people walking along paths of life... And a lamp post stands firm in the midst of changing weathers and provide hope for missing people... To the one wanting be a lamp post, may u have ur electricity from the almight God above.
Yesterday i took half day off.
There is really not much things to do, just liek today which i am blogging again. Hence, I went to the doc, the merah doc as usual, it was good to see the couple. Yuhang accompany me there, and he was talking to physician Chen as i doing my 'ba gua'... physician Lin, the wife was talking to me and telling me abt her daughter which drifted away from her youth fellowship as they couldnt get along with the people. Hmm, then she mentioned that lots of ppl in her daughter class have ambition but she didnt have it, then the mother ask if she want to use her life for God's ministry=) She say she didnt know if Jesus wants to use her. Actually i felt that personally, if i dun work for the kingdom of God, life can seems quite meaningless and empty; however, physician lin mentioned one point which seems to awaken me... And this point i had knew it all along...
In the beginning, when God created man, he meant it for God and man to live together, to be TOGETHER, however, man chooses to listen to the word of a snake rather then the almighty God. The gap is formed. Only when man get back TOGETHER with God then will true joy be found again. Hmm, i realise that perhaps i have been wanting to get close with God but didnt really do it, hence emtiness began to fill me once again, but i have been reminded once again... i want to make a different...
Somehow, i often appreciate reminders like these from ppl i admire, it really woke me somehow...=)
Oh ya, continue from my journey, i went to eat with my deardear... hee... we found the curry noodles which was from golden shoe at bukit merah central, but somehow, it tasted a bit sweet... I had my seafood soup as usual, though not as nice as the market one, but still it was nice, not becuase of the food, but of the companionship=)
Then after that, we went to yuhang house to play ps2=.= hee... but seriously, it was quite fun, i mean 'need for speed' and not those 'fatal frame' or 'haunted house' thingy... the 'huanted house' game is like super stupid lor, is like a girl who met with a car accident ended up in a castle with ugly big guy chasing her and stuff, so she got the hide, then see that creeping closer, then will get scare and the screen will be blur out and such...and the thing is that girl is like harmless, no guns no nothing... -.- 'Fatal frame' is worse, u got to catch ghost with a camera, then is like there are sudden attacks and stuff... Eeee...
Then we watch 'Princess hour' & 'Jue Dui Superstar'. We had a great laugh at the superstar thingy can... hee... Oh man, i see the constantest, i am sure Sarah could get in if she joins=) Her voice is like better than lots of them can... Then we had dinner with his sis, so malu... think his sis is quite paisay also, hee... but she got a cool levi's jeans, with pink lining... hee...We had, omelette, 2 fish, one steam and 1 fried, 1 herbal soup, 1 vegetables for dinner... a lot eh... nice=) Thanks yuhang's mum eh... i didnt really say thank you when i left=p (she was bathing)
Then yuhang turn over his piggy bank to give me $6 worth of coins for me to take a cab home.. oops!! Both of us are totally broke eh, not totally, maybe there is a few coins left??? perhaps now i should have lah, the cheque just went thru... like super pathetic can... haix... but it is ok... I know that God feed the birds in the air, wat more i am His child=p hee...
I still got 3hr more to get thru, guess i will go read bible or read a book... hmm...