rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, April 19, 2007
-11:01 AM
I am a little depressed today...didnt know why, i wonder if it is because ystd ceo thingy or what... but seeing all the shooting cases happening in the world, the preacher's wife shot her husband after being physical and sexually abused by him... with the virginia campus shooting.
This world is sick. Too sick!!! Jesus please come and heal this world. I see my parents working so hard for nothing, living day to day, going to temples in order to get their needs answered, and when their gods did not reply them, my dad would like scold them. So god to them is to satisfied an inner hope and desire that they want.
I used to be trapped by this thought, is god only to satisfied my desire, then coming to christianity is it only for me to satisfy that hole in my heart. But somehow, when i realise tt how great, majestic and powerful my God is, i destroy this thought. my heavenly Father is so much different than the normal religion, because it is NEVER ABOUT US!!! ALL ABT HIM=)
You see the different?
So before i actually read up the Bible itself, which i intended to read the blue psalms 119 book; i read up on news, i blog and if afternoon i am free, i shall do my BS on psalms119. Been thinking, Our God is the God of love, joy peace, how come i felt so down? perhaps i didnt reach my own expectation and i didnt expect the system to hang causing me to look like a noop/b at work.
I wanna learn driving, but i am broke. My operation in pending, hope to get it this year, if possible, the next time i went for dental, i will be able to go for booking of the op.
Yuhang's poly thing left only today and tml, if God permits, someone will quits that course and he will be able to get in. Indeed, i am gan chong for him, however, i think God is going to provides the best way for him, maybe he got into stuctural and civil engineering which he wanted else EEE, which had more possibility due to the spaces. Or perhaps God will allow him to work a while before he got back to study. Watever it is, Caicai, dun ever doubt that God don't love you, cause He does it more than you expect, and he would rather u blame him now and appreciate Him later. Just put your faith in Him.
2 happy thing, Yu's mom is back and we are going to be 1 yr old. well, instead of buying present for each other, we decides to do a puzzle together, then in future hang it on our house=) Nicey rite. I remember vince asking me, whats my dream, i told him to marry yu, but looking at that i hope more that we could be found serving, involving in God's ministry=)
The CEO is good, with many songs stuck in my head=) Let me cont to love O'Lord...
