rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Saturday, May 01, 2010
-10:46 PM
OK.... I am pretty stress right now.
Wenjun method of dealing with stress:
1) Eat
2) Housework
I am choosing the first one now. Just cooked a myojo Ramen char mee and now I am eating Nissin Chilli Crab Noodle. Hee... I totally know that Gluttony is a sin and I realise the weird feeling in my stomach may not be hunger, but I just feel like eating sth.
Just seen another 2 flats today... both are expensive and nice.
1) Blk 767, Choa Chu Kang, to be exact, it is at Yew Tee there already. 15 storey. corner, 4-room, unblock view. Nicely renovated, clean. Value: $370k and COV: S40k. Walk to Yew Tee MRT, owner mentioned ard 7 min, but i think is more than that. CCK stadium is just beside.
2) Blk 162, Jalan Teck Whye, 5-rm, level 12. Not much renovation, windy, unblock view, near his parents, Value: $372k, COV: $30k. And the thing is that both me and yu like it. Even when I am typing this, i am afraid that someone might come and chopp it. ARH... but i think yu gotta communicate with his dad who went viewing with us and who is going to lent us the money.
He is pretty worried that we don't have the capability to pay for it for 30 years eh. and that every month we gotta fork out this amt is sth. And if the govt suddenly change policy and such, we might be in big trouble. That would means we gotta be hardworking and we cant quit our jobs.
We could get BTO and stay in his house first, that an idea and we might be able to travel every year and dont worry abt finance for a moment. However BTO means that the flat will be smaller, the location is far from his parents home and we might not get the flat that we desired due to the limitation. Somemore, after the deduction and everything, for 2nd hand flat which is bigger, which is near to his place and which we viewed and like it, it is ard 50k more.
Worth it???
